Procrastination is a terminal diseasee

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O man, I've got so much to do!! lol, I need to get organized. I've got an essay worth 25% due on Thursday, and there's like a zillion pages to read! Lalala..tomorrow? *slaps self*

I've discovered this new Indian reality show called Rakhi ka Swayamwar which is a full rip off of Bachelorette and it made me laugh! Why? This Rakhi person is a sleaze! But for some wierd reason, I'm hooked onto the show. Its probably the extreme cheeziness of the guys who are trying to woo her, or maybe the excessive fake-ness that the super-botoxed leading lady puts on. Either way, hah, its a good time pass. Check it out? EW PLEASE DONT HAHA!!

I was finally arranging my book-shelf and ended up going through my yearbooks and the notes me and my friends used to write to each other in/inbetween classes



You know what I've realized? When it comes down to important things, there is really no one but yourself to depend on. Every time I need a shoulder to cry on, or a friend to support me, I find myself alone. I bet I'm not the only one who feels this way, but this is a fact- In the end, you only have yourself to help you through whatever you are facing. Even my "closest" friends do not know things about me because well, where were they when it all went down? OH WELL! I need to stop this emo-ness. Okay for the next 2 entires, no more rantings =D (yah, you can tell those two entries are going to be pretty boring lol).

I'm going to put up photoshop tutorials that deal with mostly colouring/drawing, blends, photo effects etc. Also, my next blog would most probably be something to do with Muslim fashion essesntials. I've been wanting to do that for a while now .

I must finish my reading if Ho Xuan Huong's poetry. She's was a famous Vietnamese poetess who wrote about whatever annoyed her about her surroundings/culture. The most amazing thing about her poetry is that most of her poems have an extremely erotic double-meaning to them. Yeah, that's what my essay's about! It's pretty interesting, but makes for a loooong read. So phfshsfsh!!

I'll leave you with this awsome video I found. It's probably old but whatever, i lovelovelove it! Makes me want to join!
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The Good, the Bad, and the Ugly

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My summer is a friggin JOKE! If it’s not jobs that I absolutely hate but cannot get out of, or losing friends because they're jackasses who cannot own up to their mistakes, or the immense, superfluous amounts of flopping that took place, I absolutely cannot find more than three things I like about this summer. People need to understand that I have a life too, and cannot run according to their directions all the time. And it’s not even like I didn’t attempt working with their schedules. Ugh, h onestly, I've tried. I've tried enough times, and it's time I stop trying to fix things. I can’t force something to work if the other person isn’t willing to give it a try too. And the worst thing is, they remember me when they need me. Otherwise, its mostly “Asma who?” Whatever. Here`s me, giving up.

On a lighter note, I went to Marineland today with my aunts and uncles. It was niicee! I loveeeee love loveeeee dolphins! And omg, there were two Beluga whales with babies and it was sooo cute! The best part was the Sky Screamer ride. It’s like Top Gun, but I guess a little smaller? Except its on a hill so the view was like ah-ma-zing! My little cousins are so much fun! The littlest ones actually cried when they weren’t allowed to go on rides ‘cuz they were too small (this one is like, 2 years old). I binged on Coke and chips and burgers, but hopefullyyy worked that off today haha. All in all, it was a really fun day. I got a seasons pass, so yahyahhh looking forward to going again and ACTUALLY touching and feeding the Beluga Whales and the (erk) Walruses =]

I’ve started reading Harry Potter and the Order of Phoenix again to ready myself for the movie!! CANT WAIT for that and Public Enemies. I still haven’t watched Transformers (ughh! I obviously cannot go to a theatre all by myself) or the Hangover (although I don’t care much about it, I just wanted to watch it haha). Any of my ghost-readers want to come along? =D

OKAY I SHALL NOW GO SLEEP =] G’nite!