When the heat gets to you, get the hell outta the kitchen!

choleric: Extremely irritable or easily angered




I woke up feeling like shit today. I felt like everything around me is crumpling down and worst, i felt FAT. Like, pathetically, loserish fat. Like why-am-i-not-doing-anything-about-this-hideousness fat. It goes without saying, that led to my feeling of uglyness.

SO I decided enough is enough. I'm going to stop being a lazy buttcheek and get up and exercise! I mean, I can definitely find an hour or so in my boring life right?

I found some pretty easy and quick Sparkpeople videos on Youtube. I'm gonna start with these. My problem areas include the entire middle part of my body, so yah, gotta work it eh!




I also found a cheap Exercise Ball at Canadian Tire, its only $8 and the reviews are great, so I guess I'm going to give it a try. Check out the Ball here

On a completely different note, I hate the fact that I shop when I'm pissed off. It gives me this huge sense of relief, but then I feel so guilty for spending right after. I bought 3 things I didnt need to spend my hard earned money on yesterday. Must work on that. What MADE me pissed off? The usual. Some people really need to stop seeing things from their prespective only. I'm soooo sick and tired of this crap its not evgen funny. I think I know what I need to do. Wish me luck!

The cousins are still here, and I'm trying my level best to avoid them. Hence, trying to get out of the house as much as I can. Ok gonna be late for my rendezvous with Patty!

To Want is Human

Oh i have to restrain myself so much from ranting!! I've decided to finally make a list of things I want/need and then add/cross out the things as I get them/want them (yes, I'll stop with the "/"). I've been wanting to do that for quite a while, mostly in an attempt to organize my priorities and not spend frivolously. And as soon as I figure out how to put the list in the sidebar, I'll do so as well!

Ok.
Starting off,
I want:


-HOLCK Clutch wallet from Aldos : $25, and I've been wanting it since I first saw it. Dunno whyyy I put it back down haha Gotit!!

- A makup bag (Owing to the fact that the cute pink one Em gave me is destroyed...dumb zipper :[ )

- Wax. Yes, for obvious reasons *shifty eyes*. I'm so scared though, I've never used it on myself before. That's why it made this list

- Rock friggin band yo! AAAHHH I need a gaming system!!! This isnt a priority at the moment though

- Sandals/Flats: I gotta get these urgently. My regular shoes/sandals/flats are being worn by every female in this house ><. SOO they have a nasty stink, and they're almost withering away.

- Exercise Ball: I cant get a cheap one quickly. What happened to WalMart? Maybe I should try Canadian Tire...

...yep, that's all I can think of at this point. Seems like the only definite thing in there is the clutch
wallet..Oh Well, back to Boys Before Flowers then!